Grief can be such a confusing thing.  Some days I feel like I am walking in a complete fog. It is almost like my mind won't let me think about the fact that Ellie Paige is gone. Other days just suck. So many things in the "outside" world can trigger my grief. I like being… Continue reading “I’m Sorry That I Let You Down”

Dear Friend, I miss Ellie Paige EVERY day. Yes, I mean EVERY DAY. Why shouldn't I? She is my child and I love her more than I could have ever imagined.  I use love in present tense because a mother's love doesn't require a physical presence. It is an awful feeling to know that I… Continue reading A Letter To Those Who Don’t Understand on Mother’s Day