I have learned so many things since losing Ellie Paige. Losing her has made me take a closer look at the world and the people in it. Grief is messy and one thing I have learned is that it changes friendships. There are people that I thought would be beside me who just haven't been,… Continue reading Lost Friendships After Loss

July was the month we had been counting down to since we found out we were expecting in October. The month our daughter would be born. I joked about how hot it would be. I secretly hoped she would come on my mom's birthday, July 4th, since her due date was July 6th. I had… Continue reading July